New..........

2005…..A year that was…
Few bitter experiences... A little more-than-few sweet moments…
Meeting new people… Strengthening the bond with the old ones…
Feeling lonely at times…. Jumping around with friends most of the times…
Practicality winning over emotions…
Hmm… quite an eventful year… :)

Here comes the New year……
A clean slate to draw what ever I wish…
New dreams...
New Hopes...
New Goals...

Happy New year to all :)

How does it feel?

You are listening to the Radiocity…. They say about some new contest they are hosting for Christmas…. Its something called “Gift a wish” contest… you can nominate anyone whom you feel deserves a special gift for Christmas… and justify the reason…If your mail impresses the radiocity people, they would gift your someone a special gift… and the special gift list includes pick and drop for a week in BMW, small gifts for a week, a dinner for a couple and so on…

And the next day you go home after a tiring day of the same old boring work in office, finish dinner and just about to go to bed, but your friend insists you to listen to Radiocity 91FM… oho… ok….switch on the radio, some phirang songs are making lots of noise where as you are in a mood of listening to kishore kumar’s or Mohd. Rafi’s Rona Dhona…But you bear the brunt for your friend… and after completion of one or two songs, Rohit Barker, who is the host of the show, starts chattering with somebody on air and you realize its your friend… and your friend is talking about you and why you are so special… and Rohit barker announces that your friend has won the contest of “Gift your Wish” and guess what the gift your friend has got…..
a Parasailing trip………
WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is exactly what happened to me yesterday!!!
December 22nd 2005 :D
How should I feel about the whole thing????????????????
Firstly the whole concept is so cute (thanks to Radiocity :D)…. My friend writes to Radiocity and tells them why I deserve a special gift for Christmas… Just that gesture itself is shooooooooooo very shwweeeeeeeeeeet… I’d won a big gift here itself :D... Just this much was more than enough for me...It becomes really trivial whether I get to win a gift or not...but then what happened, I got the gift too, and what was it, a Parasailing, voila!!!!……
I’m just flying since yesterday!!!…. (ya… literally in the near future too ;-)).. and I’m so very excited about this whole thing, I’m just speechless…
It was a very very sweet gesture of my friend and oye, tussi great ho ji ;-)

fooooooooooood :D

This weekend I happend to visit a restaurant in my native.... The restaurant looked pretty much sophisticated and very neat for that place..... But what was very interesting was its menu card... here it goes...

Anyone interested in having
CHOCALET,
GULB JAMON,
GAJAR HALAW,
TOMOTO (Soup),
PAROTA,
SEZWON FRIED RICE,
MUSHROOM PERRERSOLT,
VEG HANDY BIRYANI
Mann, it was not just one or two mistakes, but the whole menu card had such things... I wonder if it was really deliberate..., but why would anyone do that... and the best part was, food was just toooooooooooooooooooo good :D
aha, Menu Datha sukhi Bhava!!!

Bheed mein tanhayee...

Bheed mein tanhaayi si hai
Dil pooch rahaa hai aisa kyun?
Bas, yeh aansoon tapak pade hain aaj
Najaane yeh dil iss uljhann mein kyun...

Sabh kuchh hai yahaan
Lekin phir bhi ek kammi si hai
Sabh apne apne paas hain
Phir bhi ajeeb nammi si hai...

Shaayad yehi hai uljhann meri
Ke joh apne hain, woh hain bhi par nahin
Jab chaahti hoon woh hon paas apne
Dekhne mein woh hain kahin nahin

Mehsoos karna chaahti hoon unko
Par phir bhi, woh ehsaas na aaye
Dil bohut akelaa hai aaj
Aur bas, doobta doobta chalaa jaaye.

Koi sambhaalo issey
Bheed mein bhi hone lagi tanhaayi
Kaash paas aakar koi duur karta issey
Varna iss tanhaayi se na jaaoon maari.

Had got this as a forward some times back... could relate to it very much today... hats off the author of this poem...

Neal n Nikki....err.... shall I say Crap and Creepy

thhpppppppppbbbbbbpppppppppttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
Yes, this was just the reaction while I watched the movie...

Sheeeeeeeeeeeesh, what a pathetic movie it was…
Our hero is planning to get married in 21 days and plans to spend the last few days of his kuvarapan(?) in an interesting(!!!) way... So, he is on a desperate hunt for some ‘hot chicks’ as he puts it... and here comes our errrrrr heroine... I wonder how many days this lady has starved to get the right (?) curves… She’ll convince him that she’d help him in his ‘mission’, if he acts as her BF for few days just to make her Ex-BF feel jealous and get back to her… and the same thing happens and this lady dumps his Ex-BF who is now back just to satisfy her EGO….. Now it’s the pay back time for her to do something for our Hero... but by now our Mr Hero has realized that if he ever wants to spend some quality time, that should be with our heroine. And ya, they spend a night together and that is it… they realize they are in ‘looooooooooooove’ and eventually they get married after some more funny scenes…

arghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If you call this a story, here is the acting bit. Tanisha yells all the time at the top of her voice, and you need some time to realize if shez crying or laughing. Those skimpy dresses she wears no where look sensuous, but just look damn cheap. Uday tries to imitate sharukh at times, and his lipstick looks damn irritating.

I wonder what message our Mr.Director was trying to give. I mean did he intend to say there is nothing wrong in having Physical relation before marriage? Or if you have a physical relation, then you’ll have to marry that person alone? Or only after you have some physical intimacy, you can love someone?

Duh!!!!
Today’s youth are as it is confused souls when it comes to putting their own feelings under the heading of whether Crush/Infatuation/Love/Lust. And such crappy movies give another dimension to the whole thing. what values are we spreading across, DAMN!!!!

Not afraid to die......

No, I'm not afraid to die.......

but I just dont want to be there when it happens...

to all my sweetie pies....

Whenever I feel down, I have this song which has a gr8 capacity to pep me up and bring me back to my 'self'.... here it goes...

You're my Honeybunch,
SugarplumPumpy-umpy-umpkin,
You're my Sweetie Pie
You're my Cuppycake,
Gumdrop Snoogums-Boogums,
You're the Apple of my Eye
And I love you so and I want you to know,
That I'll always be right here,
And I love to sing sweet songs to you
Because you... are.... so.... dear

Smile…… & the world smiles with you… :)

Last week when I’d gone to Udupi, I was traveling in Konkan railway to Murudeshwar beach. I’d not got window seat, so couldn’t stare outside the window much. Ish, how much I love sitting next to the window in journeys and go into my own lala land, but there was this sadu looking creature sitting next to me, and i dint even feel like asking her for that seat. The only way to kill time was to read the boring magazines which we’d bought just before boarding the train. The same old gossip, glamour, humour was damn bugging, so I closed the book.

Diagonally opposite to me, there was a lady holding a very small baby in her hand. The baby was not falling under any of these shoooooo shweeeeeeet, chooooo cute category. It was little dark and they’d put black dots all over its face. (They put these black dots on their face so that people don’t cast their eyes…poor babies, they are so cute otherwise :-). This baby was starring at me from quite some time. I gave a smile and nodded my head at it, and it gave smile back. It had only 2 teeth and was looking damn cute with that smile.

I was just wondering at certain things…When we were small, has anybody taught us how to smile?? has anyone told us that if u widen your lips, it’s a gesture to show you are happy? NO? In that case we all must have come to this earth knowing how to SMILE...then why do we hesitate so much?... I myself realize so many times I come to office, wish people around me a 'good morning' with a I-can-smile-only-so-much face (sheesh, such an artificial smile).... its different that i keep giggling throught the day when with my friends... but just to become 'formal' or 'professional' why do we restrict ourselves so much...

we all know its just a small curve which can set things straight and yet we keep it within....

"If someone is too tired to give you a smile, leave one of your own, because no one needs a smile as much as those who have none to give. ."

"Smile, its the second best thing you can do with your lips ;-).. says a profound friend of mine...

"The best way to dress up is to put on a smile.." (should i add with your dress?? ;-)

"Smile.. it improves your face value..."

"Life is a camera, face it with a smile :)"

"Smile.... and the world smiles with you... :D "

Fi(a)tness!!!!

lucky garfield...

but i'll have to start aerobics from tomorrow...

the whole world around me is giving me 'looks'...

sigh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when we look back the path we've traversed....

We are filled with regrets…
For things not done…
For words not said…
For love not shown…
For dreams not accomplished...

but…………………
Can the unsaid words do as much damage as the words that were out…
don’t we wish we hadn’t spoken few words at times????
don’t we all regret for the love that we’ve shown??
don’t we wish for if some dreams were left as dreams alone???

got tagged.........

Here is the “I want/can/can’t-do” list of things as of today… It has 7 +/- something in each list, and no order of preference...


I want to…
- eat a Deathby Chocolate from Java-Green in the nearest future, maybe today evening, since last 2 weeks, I’m remembering it and literally my mouth is watering (even now...) and I’m not able to make it for one or the other reason :(
- see the whole world; meet whole lot of people before I die…
- adopt a baby…
- play with a Tiger cub, Ya real one, I just love them :D…
- keep pets at home, preferably a Labrador and a CAT…
- get in shape and wear all the smart dresses which I now envy people who wear them…No, I’ve stopped consoling myself that ROUND is also a shape…

I can…
- drink n number of Tea/Coffee a day…
- spend the whole night away chatting with my friends…
- enjoy my solitude without getting bugged…
- forget the whole world while playing with pets…
- walk in rain as though it’s not raining…
- shop the whole day without feeling guilty…
- manage to keep a smile even when I feel like dying inside…
- experiment with my cooking with complete dedication and make sure that people like it…
- be careless about me and my surroundings…
- go on giggling continuously for no reason when with BITS…

I just can’t…
- say NO…okey, let me put it this way, its very difficult for me to say NO… :-
- think of eating non-veg…
- stop myself from eating aloo bonda or chilli bajji inspite of knowing how much of calories it is contributing :D
- stop myself from crying watching the senti masala bollywood movies…
- sing….. eeeeks I have a real terrible voice..
- think of any more can’ts…

Actually I started writing this with a big 'grrrrrrrrrr' on jay, but when I went on writing, I felt nice to identify all my wants/can/can'ts and put them together :)...
thx 2 jay :)
After publishing the draft version, nichu mam wanted me to add another list and it goes like this...

I want to do but I know I can't do....
- actually I dont have anything to fill in here... :- there could be two possiblities, either I'm content with what I have or I dont desire for anything which I feel I cant reach out...

Do Deewane 'UDUPI' mein....

Yuppiiieeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
I had a gala time over the last weekend :D… Went to Udupi in the name of Bha’s wedding… After the wedding ceremony which was there on Friday morning, loafed around royally with nichu….
Highlights of the trip were…

Sitting on the rock in KAUP beach...










admiring the sun and bidding adieu to him...











Great minds at work, spending 1 hour in the hot sun in Murudeshwar beach on some creative stuff(:p) like this... (Ya, and not forgetting to mention that we got tanned royally :- )










Annadatha sukheeebhava... WOW! what a lovely fooooooood we had :D [here special thanks should go to GOLIBAJE, and GADBAD :D]....











Admiring the nature in her different attires...

Be it this..

this...

or, this...

ohhh!!! last 3 days was just out of the world... I was badly longing for a change and this one was really rejuvenating :D... Cameras cannot capture everything as against our minds...and those things will prevail with me forever...

She earns more than him…..

Ya......, are we okey with it?? Yes??????? No????????????
Here is an excerpt of the conversation between me and one of my good oooooooooooold friends….hmm, lets name him Mr.calvin (ya, this guy resembles calvin in many ways except that this he doesnt hate girlzzzzzzzzzzzz.......infact....., oh, ya, lemme take it some other day ;-)..)
Calvin: so, wt do u think about this topic khushi?
Me: Me??????? I would not mind dear, but I feel and as far as I’ve seen it’s the male ego, which will not let them accept that their wife earns more than them..
Calvin: Male Ego??! Why is it that U feel men can be stereotyped?! I do understand if someone has been really competitive throughout his life it will be difficult for him to let his wife steer the ship! But if he has loved her ……. I guess these things disappear!!
Me: Dear, its not stereotyping, but we generalize our opinions based on our observation in and around what we see. And ‘generally’ guys would not want their wife to earn more than what they do. Mebbe u don’t come under this ‘general’ category of people, and hence u can’t relate to it.
Don’t u see so many women in our middle class society have turned into housewives just to serve the ‘male ego’ of their husbands that he can take care of his family and he doesn’t ‘need’ the woman of the house to work.
Calvin: Generalization is purely based on the kind of people we come across!! Hence it need not represent the true picture. Its like a survey. A statistic say 1 out of 6 people smoke, does that mean if 6 people are standing definitely one will have to be a smoker??! I am just driving a point! To satisfy the male ego women are made to sit at home! Yeah, its possible! But listen, marriage is not slavery. A woman should have a mind of her own. Her spouse is just an intimate friend to her, Not her master! In case the woman wants to work, she can have her way! I think a woman should be independent enough to take care of herself!!
Me: Sh, I know there are “some” men, but when we talk about in general, we talk about the majority. I’m not talking about any “calvin’s” here. And do u really think women are given enough freedom to decide about their career or their life?? Which world do u live in dear? We are in a society where even today we have many houses where in the husband decides the color of the saree the wife wears. Okey, forget about such cases, lets take an example.
Say, If the husband gets a long term onsite assignment, which he considers to be the BEST THING that can happen in his life, his wife automatically will have to leave her job, her career, and go behind him and settle whichever part of the world he goes. If she is lucky enough she can have the work permit and start hunting for a job afresh, or if she’s on a dependent visa, she can be a sophisticated housewife, to cook his favorite food and produce some kids. But please tell me how many instances we find where the guy goes behind the girl resigning his job? ..
And the conversation continued and it turned into a discussion rather than a debate which is what we always land up in...
But the gist is that,
We are in this system and some things never change…
And I don’t understand, why does society assume that women only respect men who earn more than them?
Should respect be the result of money?
And why do people think that he can’t be a good husband if he can’t take care of her needs?? Boss, monetarily speaking, she can survive on her own, but that doesn’t mean that she doesn’t look upto him.. She does rely on him for lot of other things which really matter to her…
People will even understand if the spouses earn the same salaries, but the woman earning more than the man... that's sacrilegious!
Hmmmmpppphhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Signature...

- Cheers,
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;-)

I donno why...

Someone is bothering me…
And I know it’s me…
Is it coz of my fears?
Is it coz I’m too much wrapped in my thoughts?
Is it coz I'm drowning too much in my own tsunami of emotions?
Is it coz i'm having fever, and feeling physically/mentally very weak?
Life was so simple before, have I complicated it myself?
Donno y I just feel like crying when Enrique is screaming ‘I donno why, I just love to see you cry’ at the top of his voice…..…….. :(

itchy bitchy TTB's......

We have our TTB's 5.30pm everyday and its so much fun :D.. According to TOI, this is something which is very good for health... wondering what??? here is an excerpt:
Participants: Me, Nannu, Nichu and Poo (the four most eligible spinsters of my office ;-))
Venue: Office Canteen
(Go to the counter where we are supposed to place our orders...)
'hey wt do you want?',
'i'm not that very hungry',
'i'm actualy full'
(and after a series of such statements, here goes our order..)
'2 plates chilli bhajji, one plate dosa, one plate sandwich, 2 coffee, one tea :D'
(hmm, go to a table and make ourselves comfortable and it starts..)
'mann!!! we need to gift this SU one hair band, huh!, after her staightening it looks so bejaaan, ish!
'oooo look at that!!, such a small top, her tattoo is seen, eeeks, its supposed 2 be formal...what a way to come to office? duh!!'
'hmm chilly bajji is just out of the world..ummmmmmmmmm',
'hey, SU, MU, TU not seen together from quite some time right??'
'ya, i dint see TU and GO also together'
'come on i saw them yesterday kuchikufying in canteen'
'really??? ohh!!'
'ohh, think of the devil, here comes the Devil's GF, ha ha ha!!.'
‘Ishhh, this tea is big time sugar syrup’,
'ohh this kulla-kulli together, after a long time i must say',
'sheeesh, look at the way that guy is eating',
'who will teach them some table etiquette',
'i was wondering what i've been missing whole day, here comes fancy store, my day is made :D'
'eeeks, baby pink formal shirt, blue trouser, white sandles, long earring, phhhink lipstic, and a bindiiiii :-O, for sure MTV lycra fashion award, duh!'
'hey its late, i have a call at 6.15',
'oh even me, DAE will kill me if i'm late'
chalo..
Now any guess on wtz this TTB????
He he, its Tea Time Bitching :D which we follow religiously everyday!!!
;-)

'Deepa'vali....

3 days at home for the festival of lights!!!
Diwali is the festival which spreads the flame of happiness all over and is celebrated with lot of fun... its a time to exchange gifts...a time to have lots of sweets keeping aside the worries about callories(arrey, diwali hai bhai, it comes once a year!!!),
Usually My Diwali's dont go as happy as any other festivals...Most of the times I'll be drowning in some thoughts when people around me are having fun with crackers and lights...and this year was no different...the thoughts of comparison between my arjun and the real ones was breaking my hopes into peices...was finding difficulty in accepting realities..many other thoughts were pondering in mind... Mom had prepared lots of grub, and I was least bothered about eating them(yes you read it right, very less i'll use this 'least bothered about eating' line :))
But this diwali ended differently..I went to the balcony around 9 in the night with my walkman after convincing mom that i'll be careful with rockets...This is the place where i feel my best... me and my solitude :).... It was slightly drizzling... Moon was absent in the star studded sky.... radiocity was playing all my favourite numbers for a change... and last but not the least there was amazing fireworks... they were really colourful, sparkling, dazzling beauties... It was as if someone is bursting all these just for me and just to make me smile :)..... I was always against 'crack'ers... I used to feel its a waste of money.... but then i realized this is the colourful way of burning your money ;-)
Happy Diwali to all :0)

Me and My Arjun...

Now is the time for me to decide about one big hurdle of my life, Ya, My Marriage. I can give no more reasons like I need to finish my studies, or I should get settled with a good job or anything like that. I have no other way to come out of this, but to look for the proposals parents get me. Unfortunately or fortunately I've not met my Mr.Right :-( so far. People say I'm a very practical girl, which even I believe to an extent.
But, But, But..I'm a firm believer of the funda 'SOMEONE SOMEWHERE IS MADE FOR YOU'. I've had my own 'Sapnon ka Rajkumar' from years. I'd even named him Arjun Bharadwaj (Y?? donno!!! I just like that name :-), he he, must be sounding funny for you). He is supposed to be THE man of my life, I'd read some blog about an 'Andekha Anjana' of one lady, even my Arjun is somewhere similar to hers. I've fantasised about my Arjun so very much that there have been so many days I've cried at night comparing him with the people I interact and realize my Arjun is too good to be true and can never exist :-(.
We always say we should not expect anything in life, when there is no expectation, you'll be happy with what you get and blah blah blah. But tell me honestly, is it practical?? Not for me atleast :-(.
Say I meet a guy, he is good looking, down to earth, well settled, he claims he likes me, everything seems pretty purrrrfect if I think from my parents angle. They'll be more than happy to get me married.
In case of Arranged marriage, this is how it goes right? This is all your parents will look for. In the half an hour you get to talk to the person and decide about your life, what all can you see? I might feel comfortable talking to him. But somewhere I feel he is not 'my kind' of a guy. My Arjun is much more Matured, Sensible, Romantic, Passionate, Caring and all that. This guy seems too practical to be all this. I dont relate to him at all. He talks so much as a 'matter of fact'. I dont feel that 'ting tong' for him in my heart :-/. My friends laugh at me when I say all this and they feel I'm in some fantasy world. But NO I'M NOT, I know my Arjun can never exist, but.... ??? (I donno........).
I'm already crossing the IDEAL age for getting married (according to my parents), If not this guy, my parents will get another one who may be similar to this, or mebbe even more alien when compared to my Arjun. Should I marry this one thinking that love will grow sometime, or should I wait for someone who can bring the 'ting tong' in me? Should I wait for someone who comes close to my Arjun? Will my Arjun knock my door anytime?

Kapi with Nisu

Totally jobless today..
Whole day reading blogs, blogs, and more blogs...
Kishore kumar Crying away to glory from morning....
Could hear the rain when I take my headphones off....
And suddenly I get an idea of having kapi with nisu....
Ping her, and hurrray, she agrees.....
We both go to the 2nd floor balcony with 2 cups of coffee.....
Small droplets of water falling over me, lovely breeze, my lovely friend, and KAPIIIIIIIII.....
woww, what else do I ask for?????

Small things in life...

How very true!!! We often forget that there are so many small things in life which makes us happy, for example,
- Cuddling our sweet pet,
- Getting up early morning and finding a 'Good morning, sweetiepie' message from our dear ones :),
- Catching up with a friend and chatting for hours over a coffee (okie, caffein kick to be precise!),
- Getting drenched in Rain (wooooooooooow),
- Having Yummy Road side Pani puri,
- Lying down on the terrace with some dear friends and chatting till late night,
- When ur dear one enters your house on ur birthday at night 12 and wishes you happy birthday!! (Yes, Mrs Roy did that to me :D),
- Taking out our old album and recollecting all the memories behind each snap,
- Window shopping for hours without getting bugged (like how i go almost every friday with my sh Nisu to our friday temple (yep, its FORUM) and commenting on the same old things with the same old comments :D).
- Getting a hug from someone when u badly need it (even thru sms, muahs and hugs will do ;-))
- Some one close dedicating a song 2 u in radio (again Mrs Roy :D)
- Reading some good book with a cup of tea, sitting by your window when its raining outside :D
Wow, the list just goes on!! just thinking these things is making me come out of my monday blues and making me realize life is so beautiful :)
Lemme go back 2 work :) Have a great day!

hmm days!!

As I always say 'hmm' is my patent word. Its the safest one to use at times. I feel I can convey so many things and yet nothing! I have come across some days when I dont feel like talking to anybody, dont feel like mailing, chatting, gossiping for no particular reasons. I call them as hmm days!! days when I just feel like hmming all the time. Most of my most of my responses to anything people ask would be just a hmm followed by any of :-) :-( :- :-/ based on the context.
And 2day happens to be one such day. I had some boring work 2 do, which I finished in the morning, had some team KT's where in I was physically very much present. People around must be wondering as to why I act weird at times, Its not that I'm in some deep thoughts or worrying about my Future/Career/Marriage(oh!!!) or anything, its just that I want to be left at my own.
I myself sometimes wonder do we all have these hmm days or i'm the only weirdo here??
hmmm :-

Ajeeb Rishtey!!!

Wow, What a lovely climate, whole night it has rained and now is the cool breeze!!!, I must say Bangalore is at its best!!!! (except for the roads ofcourse!!!). The morning van journey to the office was too good, I heard this particular song and could relate to so many things,

Kitne ajeeb rishtey yahaan pe,
do pal milte hai, saath saath chaltei hain
jab mod aye tho bachke nikalthe hain...
.
.
khwabonki ye duniya hai khwabo mein hi rehna hai,
rahe lejaye jahan sang sang chalna hai
wakth ne hamesha yahaan naye khel khele,
kuch bhi hojaye yahaan bas khush rehna hai...
.
.
kitne ajeeb rishtey yahaan pe..


how true isnt it????

My Morningssssssssssssssss

hmm, This is my first blog, what could a better topic than to blog about how i start my day. well, alarm rings at 6.45... snooze, again at 6.50.. snooze, again at 6.55.. snooze :-).. there comes mom's scream, 'khushiiiiii, its already 7, dont you have plans of going to office today?',.. 'haaa maaa', okey, got up. now is the ritual of taking bath (ish, how much i hate this, i wonder who was the one to make a rule that we need to take bath everyday :-), hmm, anyways,, what dress to wear now??? okei,, stand in front of wardrobe, and.. shall I wear this pink salwar, ohh, I need to press that, how about blue salwar, naah, i look so fat in that, that white one, humph!! i wore it just last week, sheesh, i hate this,,,,okey, atlast the same old dirty blue jean and a t-shirt. mom again, 'Khushiii, its 7.20, TEA is on the table have it',.. 'haa maa', by 7.25 i'm in a go-able shape and the office cab is supposed to come at 7.35 to my stop. now comes begging dad to make him drop me till the stop, and the monotonous dad's dailogue, 'why cant you getup 5min early and walk yourself' [me: heeeeeeee :D] Mom: how many more days she'll ask you, after she gets married, her husband will drop, cant you drop her now?? [me: hummmmpphh!!!!!!!!] and while dad starts his byke, i need to call x/y to ask the driver to stop for me, and by the time i reach my stop, our van would be waiting for me and the driver will be looking at me with the same old look of not again.. :w
:D

yupppiiieeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

Atlaaaaaaaaaaaast, I created a blogspot for myself which is exclusively 'My Space' where I can scribble anything and everything I feel like :)